time enough for love-时间足够你爱(英文版)-第114部分

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　　For　…several　moments　she　seemed　not　to　breathe。　Then　she　said　softly；　〃I　think　I　am　losing　my　mind。〃　…
　　
　　〃No；　my　gallant　love；　you　have　as　strong　and　sane　a　mind　as　I　have　ever　met。　Let　me　explain　because　I…　must　tell　you
　　
　　…　something　and　you　must　believe　me。　Have　you　read　a　novel　by　Mr。　Herbert　George　Wells　called　The…　Time　Machine？〃
　　
　　〃Why；　yes。　Father　has　a　copy。〃
　　
　　〃That's　me；　Maureen。　Captain　Lazarus　Long；　Time　Traveler。〃　…
　　
　　〃But　that　book…　I　thought　it　was　just　a　。　。　a…〃　〃Just　a　story。　It　is。　But　it　won't　stay　that　way。　Oh；　not　quite
　　
　　the　way　Mr。　Wells　visualized　it。　But　that's　what　I　am；　a　visitor　from　a　future　time。　I　didn't　intend　to　let　anyone　suspect　this；　that's　why　I　claimed　to　be　a　foundling。　Not　only　is　it　hard　to　psove；　but　any　attempt　would　interfere　with　my　purpose
　　
　　…which　is　simply　to　visit　this　time　and　observe　it。　Might　even
　　
　　…　get　…　me　locked　up　as　crazy。　So　I've　been　careful　to　keep　my　mask　…　on；　as…　careful　as…well；　as　you　are；　In　talking　to　those
　　
　　…　Simpsons。　In　not　letting　your　children　see　you　cry。　You　and　I　do　it　the　same　way。　Audacity　。　。　plus　never　telling　lies　we　can　be　caught　in。〃
　　
　　〃Theodore；　I　think　you　believe　this。〃
　　
　　〃Meaning　that　I　sound　sincere　but　must　be　crazy。〃　〃No；　no；　dear；　I…　Yes；　that's　what　I　meant。　I'm　sorry；〃　〃No　reason　to　be　sorry；　it　does　sound　crazy。　But　I'm　not
　　
　　afraid　that　you　will　have　me　sent　to　St。　Joe；　I'm　as　safe…　with　you　as　you　are　with　me。　But　I　must　find　some　way　to　convince…　you　that　I　am　telling　the　truth　。　。　because　I　am　about
　　
　　…　to　tell　you　something　you　must　believe。　Or　I　have　dropped~　mymask　to　no　point。〃　…
　　
　　He　stopped　to　think。　How　to　prove　it？　ome　prediction？　It　would　have　to　be　very　short　range　to…　serve　the　only　purpose　he　had　in　breaking　cover。　But　he　hadn't　briefed　himself　on
　　
　　this　year；　he　hadn't　intended　to　arrtve　until　1919　and　kneu　so　little　about　the　years　before　1919　that　he　had　even　mixel　up　the　date　that　the　United　States　got　into　…　this　war。　Lazarus　damn　your　sloppy　ways；　the　next　time　you　make　a　time　tril　you're　going　to　memorize　everything　about　the　era　thai
　　
　　…　Athene　can　give　you…and　a　wide　margin　on　both　sides！
　　
　　Woodie's　memories　were　no　help；　Lazarus　did　not　ever　recall　having　been　taken　to　Electric　Park　by　a　sergeant　ir　uniform。　Self…centered　brat！　Electric　Park　he　remembered　Woodie　Smith　had　gone　there　many　times。　But　no　visit　stooc　out　in　his　mind。　…
　　
　　〃Maureen；　maybe　you　can　think　of　some　way　I　can　provc　to　you　that　I'm　from　the　future…something　that　will　con　vince　you。　But　this　is　why　I　had　to　tell　you：　Brian…your　hus~　band；　my　ancestor…will　e　back　unharmed。　He's　going　tc　go　through　battles。　Shells　will　fall　around　him；　shots　wif　whistle　past　his　ears…but　none　will　touch　him。〃
　　
　　Mrs。　Smi~gasped。　Then　she　said　slowly；　〃Theodore　h~doyouk~v1〃
　　
　　〃Because　you　two　are　my　ancestors。　I　couldn't　memorize　the　Foundation's　records　on　all　the　Howards　…of　today　but　I　did　study　the　files　on　my　own　ancestors；　ones　I　might　have　a　chance　to　meet。　You。　Brian。　Brian's　parents　in　Cincinnati。　And　I　figured　out　that　Brian　must　have　met　you　because　he　had　attended　Rolla；　then　found　you　on　a　Missouri　list　of　eligibles…not　the　Ohio　list…that　the　Foundation　gave　him。　That's　certainly　something　I　didn't　learn　from　you　or　Brian　or　Ira；　and　your　children　probably　don't　know　it。　Well；　perhaps　Nancy　does；　she's　fflle4　out　her　own　questionnaire。　Hasn't　she？〃
　　
　　〃Why；　yes；　months　ago。　Then　it　is　true；　Theodore。　Or　should　I　call　you　'Lazarus'？〃
　　
　　〃Call　me　anything~you　like；　darling。　But　I　still　haven't　proved　anything。　Just　that　I　have　had　access　to　the　Foundation's　files…which　might　have　been　last　year；　not　in　the　future。　We're　still　looking　for　proof。　Mmm　。　。　I　know　a　proof　for　a　few　months　from　now…but　I　must　make　you　believe　me　tonight。　So　you　will　have　no　more　tears　on　your　pillow。　And　I　don't　know　how。〃
　　
　　He　caressed　her　thighs；　tpuched　her　curls。　〃Here　inside　you　is　proof　that　won't　show　up　in　time。　This　last　baby　Brian　put　into　your　sweet　belly…　He's　a　boy；　dearest　ancestress；　and　you　and　Brian　will　name　him　'Theodore　Ira'…whi~h~　flatters　me　enormously。　When　I　read　his　name　in　the　records；　I　didn't
　　
　　…　know　that　he　was　my　namesake；…as　I　hadn't　picked　my　assumed　name　then。〃
　　
　　She　squeezed　his　hand　with　her　thighs　and　sighed。　〃I　want　to　believe　you。　But　suppose　Brian　wants　to　name　him　Joseph？　Or　Josephine？〃
　　
　　〃'Josephine'　is　not　a　name　for　a　boy。　Darling；　Brian　will　name　his　war　baby　for　the　other　two　stars　on　your　service　flag；　this　war　means　a　lot　to　him。　He'll　probably　suggest　it　himself
　　
　　…I　don't　know。　I　just　know　that　'Theodore　Ira'　is　the　name　you　will　register　with　the…　Foundation。　My　other　ancestors…　Adele　Johnson；　of　course；　your　mother　and　Ira's　wife。　Lives　in　St。　Louis。　Left　him　around　the　time　you　got　married　but　didn't　divorce　him…which　probably　irked　him；　I　don't　think　Ira　is　a　man　to　be　celibate　simply　because　his　wife　leaves　but　won't　turn　him　loose。〃
　　
　　〃He's　not；　dear。　I'm　certain　Father　has　a…well；　a　？istress；　and　goes　to　see　her　some　nights　when　he　is　supposed　to　be　at　that　'chess　club'…and　it's　not　a　chess　club；　it's　a　pool　hail。　I　go　along　with　the　pretense　because　he　calls　it　that　in　…front　of　the　children。〃
　　
　　〃He　does　play　chess　there。〃
　　
　　〃Father　plays　a　fine　game　of　billiards；　too。　Go　ahead；　darling…Lazarus。　I'm　willing　to　believe。　Maybe　we'll　find　some…　thing。〃
　　
　　〃Well；　I　don't　think　I'll　look　up　your　mother；　I　don't　think　I　would　get　along　with　a　woman　who　thinks　sex　is　something　to　'put　up　with。'〃　…
　　
　　〃I　got　along　with　Mother　only　by　lying　to　her。　Father　reared　me　far　more　than　she　did。　I　was　his　favorite。　He　let　it　show；　which　is　why　I'm　careful　not　to　let　it　show　with　Woodrow。　Go　on；　Theodore。　Lazarus。〃
　　
　　〃That's　all　of　my　ancestors　you　are　related　to。　Except　one。　Our　stowaway。　Maureen；　I'm　descended　from　you　and　Brian　through　Wodie。〃
　　
　　She　gasped。　〃Really？　Oh；　I　hope　it's　true！〃
　　
　　〃True　as　taxes；　beloved。　And　it　may　have　saved　his　life。　I've　never　been　closer　to　infanticide　than　I　was　when　we
　　
　　found　him　in　the　back　seat。〃…
　　
　　She　giggled。　〃Darling；　I　felt　the　same　way。　But　I　won't；　let　anger　show　in　my　voice　even　if　I'm　about　to　switch　a　child。〃
　　
　　〃I　hope　I　didn't　show　anger。　But　I　felt　it。　Beloved；　I　was　so　hard　I　ached…until　we　found　Woodrow。　Honey　love；　I　was　rarin'　to　go　I〃
　　
　　…〃And　I　was　just　as　ready！　Oh；　Theodore…Lazarus…it's　sc
　　
　　…　sweet　to　be　open　with　you。　Uh　。　；　yes；　you're　…quite　harr　now。〃　…
　　
　　〃Easy　there！…~…don't　make　me　climb　the　curb。　I　have…　beei　ever　since　we　left　the　house　except　when　I　forced　it　down　But　the　one　Woodie　ruined　was　bigger　and　better。〃
　　
　　〃Size　isn't　important；　Theodore…Lazarus；　a　woman　must　fi　any　size。　Father　told　me　that　long　ago　and　taught　me　exercise　for　it…and　I　never　told　Brian；　I　let　him　think　that　was　simply　how　I　am…and　accepted　his　pliments　smugly。　I　stil　exercise　regularly…because　my　birth　canal　has　been　stretcher　again　and　again　and　again　by　babies'　skulls　and　if　I　didn'　exercise　those　muscles　I　would　be；　in　Father's　salty　language　'loose　as　a　goose。'　And　I　do　so　want　to　stay　desirable　to　Briat　~many　years　as；possible。〃　…
　　
　　〃And　to　the　iceman　and　the　milkman　and　the　postman…　and　the　boy　who　drives　the　grocery　wagon。〃　…
　　
　　…〃Tease。　I'd　like　to　stay　young　there　till　I　die。〃
　　
　　〃You　will；　you　eighteen…year…old　prospective　grandmother　Let's　get　our　minds　off　sex　and　back　to　time　travel；　I'm　stil　looking　for　a　proof。　So　that　you　will　know　why　I　am　cerrai7　that　Brian　came　back　okay。　But　to　stop　your　worry　it　must　b~　something　that　happens　soon　and　certainly　before　Woodie'~　birthday。〃
　　
　　〃Why　Woodrow's　birthday？〃
　　
　　〃Didn't　I　get　that　far？　This　war　ends　on　Woodie's　nex　birthday；　the　eleventh　of　November。〃　He　added；　〃I'm　certair　of　that；　it's　a　key　date　in　history。　But　I'm　racking　my　brair　for　some　event　between　now　and　then…as　soon　as　possible　to　stop　your　worries。　But…oh；　shucks；　dear；　I　made　a　sill）　mistake。　I　meant　to　arrive　after　this　war　is　over。　But　I　gav　my　…puter　one　critical　figure　wit　…　an　error　in　it…just
　　
　　…　little　one；　but　it　made　me　arrive　three　years　too　soon。　Not　hei　fault；　she　accepts　any　data　I　give　her；　and　she's　as　accurate　puter…　as　…ever　conned　a　ship。　Not　a　fatal　error；　either；　I'n~　not　lost　in　time；…　my　ship　will　pick　me　up　in　1926　exactly　ter　Earth　…years　after　she　dropped　me。　But　that's　why　I　didn'i　study　the　history　of　the　next　few　months；　I　expected　to　skif　this　war。　I'm　not　studying　wars；　histories　are　full　of　wars。　I'n　studying　how　people　live。〃　…
　　
　　〃Theodore　。　I'm　confused。〃
　　
　　〃I'm　sorry；　darling。　Time…　travel　is　confusing。〃
　　
　　〃You　speak　of　a　puter；　and　I'm　not　sure　what　yos
　　
　　mean　。　。　and　you　said　'she'　conns…whatever　that　means…a　ship　that　will　pick　you　up　。　。　in　1926？　And　I　don't　understand　any　of　it〃
　　
　　Lazarus　sighed。　〃That's　why　I　never　intended　to　tell　anyone。　But　I　had　to　tell　you…so　that　you　could　stop　worrying。　My　ship　is　a　spaceship…like　Jules　Verne；　only　more　so。　A　starship；　I　live　on　a　pla　a　long　way　off。　But　it　is　a　tim鐂hip；　too；　she　travels　in　both　space　and　time　and　it's　too　plicated　to　explain。　The　puter　is　the　ship's　brain…a　machine；　a　very　plex　machine。　My　ship…　is　named　~　and　the　machine；　the　puter；　that　conns　it…runs　it…steers　it…is　called　Dora；　1oo；　that's　the　name　she　answers　to　when　I　speak　to　her。　She's　a　very　intelligent　machine　and　can　talk；　Oh；　there　is　a　crew；　two　of　my　sisters…so　of　course　they…　are　descended　from　you；　too；　and　they　look　like　you。　A　crew　is　necessary…　can't　let　a　ship　go　running　around　by　itself…except　automatic　freighters　on　precalculated　runs…but　Dora　does　the　hard　work；　and　Laz　and　Lor…Lapis　Lazuli　Long　and　Lorelei　Lee　Long…tell　Dora　what　to　…do　and　let　her　do　it。〃　He　squeezed　Mrs。　Smith's　thigh　and　grinned。　〃If　that　air　blast　had　kept　your　skirts　up　two　seconds　longer；　I　would　know　more　about　how　closely　they　resemble　you…as　they　usually　run　around　naked。　They　look　like　you　in　the　face。　Bodies；　too；　from　that　too…short　glimpse　of　your　lovely　legs。　Except　that　Laz　and　Lor　are　freckled　all　over　…as　solidly　as　Marie　is　on　her　face。〃
　　
　　…　〃I'd　be　that　freckled　if　I　didn't　stay　out　of　the　sun。　When　I　was　Marie's　age；　Father　called　me　'Turkey　Egg。'　But　all　over？　They　don't　wear　any　clothes？〃　…　…　…
　　
　　〃Oh；　they　enjoy　fancy　dress　for　parties。　Or　the　weather　might　be　cold…but　it　rarely　is；　we　live　in　a　climate　like　southern　Italy。　They　don't　wear　anything　very　often。〃　Lazarus　smiled　and　caressed　her　thigh。　〃They　don't　need　to　leave　their　bloomers　home　to　be　ready　for　lovemaking；　they　don't　own　any　bloomers。　They　aren't　a　bit　shy。　They　would~be　delighted　to　trip　your　father；　they　like　older　men…they're　much　younger　than　I　am。〃　…　…
　　
　　〃Lazarus　。　。　how　old　are　you？〃…
　　
　　Lazarus　hesitated。　〃Maureen；　I　don't　want　to　answer　that。　I'm　older　than　I　look；　Ira　Howard's　experiment　was　successful。　Instead　let　me　tell　you　about　my　family。